a dream

A turning point came up when one night I had a dream, in which he asked me to be his girlfriend. After I woke up the next morning, the dream was so clear that I almost believed it had happened in the real world. Afterwards, I could not stop thinking of him. In other words, I became interested in him, who is full of stories and experiences. His parents got divorced when he was two years old, and he spent his childhood with his grandfather and grand grandmother. When he was ten years old, he moved to his mother‘s family, with a stepfather, two half-sisters and a half-brother, so I thought he had some self-pity. He was good at writing and could always skillfully write his experiences in his works. In reality, he was a humorous boy always with a fascinating smile. He never told us his sad feelings and unhappy experiences. In contrast, the stories in his writings were full of sorrows which shocked me deeply, so he was just like a puzzle to me. I pitied him so much that I felt sad for his sorrows. I could not control my feeling and curiosity, so I was eager to walk into his world and know more about him. What‘s more, I was eager to let him know more about me. Therefore, I got his QQ number from one of his old friends and began a cyber chat without giving my true name, but I told him my true feeling and my true life. I even hoped he could guess my true identity, thus I could make a judgment whether he cared about me. I was disappointed that he had no idea of who I was. During those days, it seemed that he liked talking with "HER". He often left messages to "HER" even when I wasn‘t online. However, I began to be self-condemned. My conscience told me it‘s unfair for him because I knew who he was in the reality but he knew nothing about me. Finally, I told him everything in the summer vacation. At first he was very angry, but later on he forgave me.